June 8th, 2005


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I just found out that the guy that I like is going to be getting married soon and never even new that he was engaged. Why do I always fall for guys that I can’t have or who are not interested in me to begin with?

My little sister has a soccer game today in Grand Forks and of cores I have to go. To tell you the truth I don’t want to, I want to go to my room and cry or talk to a friend and cry.

I know there are a lot of guys out there, but right now it seems like there is only one. This would be so much easer if I had known that he was engaged to begin with, then I could have let him go slowly. Now I have to come to terms with it all at once, it just isn’t fare. But since when is life fare?
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